Things that are Relieving

When you are waiting for a sign, and finally receive it, and body relaxes with a relief.

Feeling not lonely in isolation, because you know you did right from all you knew.

Understanding the damage of virtue signalling and shut up.

Berlin Philarmonie. (Mahler).

To paint for decades to see that the most beautiful thing is a flat surface of a calm water, and then just emptiness of all the things (full of all the things).
But yet still wish to write or paint.

The fact that the time makes women more beautiful, even if society doesn’t see that.
There is something lullabying in blindness.

When I can make a posts in my social media without a wish to delete them for a long time enough.

When i feel okay, knowing I am misunderstood or invisible, because I know if I am hurt with it, it is because I want to feel my existence using Karpman role of a victim, and that is useless.

The understanding, that solipsistic esoteric ideas of controlling the world with mind are not just idiotic from the outside view, but also may block the scientific progress.

To be surrounded with renaissance style paintings, on which you spent the whole life to be able to paint.

The gentle voice of Logos recognising itself in the Light.